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My Birth Story–Complicated & Empowering

February 21, 2017 by Dawn Michelle

The birth of Elijah Zion was nothing short of phenomenal simply because it forced me triumphantly to face everything that I was hoping to avoid.  Despite the events, this birth was somehow very empowering, and I am not the same woman I was before.  My husband Robert and I had originally planned a natural home birth.  Although I experienced an awesome pregnancy free of morning sickness, and was even taking dance classes up until 8 1/2 months pregnant, Elijah and I had a few things to work through before he entered the world.

At 35 weeks pregnant there was concern about Elijah’s position in the womb.

He had been “spinning” in the womb and laying transverse (sideways).  At this point I started doing inversion poses daily for optimum fetal positioning.  I also visited Dr. Elliot Berlin, an incredible prenatal chiropractor based upon my midwife Allegra Hill’s request.  At 36 weeks Allegra suggested getting a sonogram for position confirmation since she was sure the baby was still breech.  Allegra was also concerned about the size of Elijah.

Robert and I chose to go to California Hospital Medical Center (CHMC) to specifically visit Dr. Emiliano Chavira, one of Dr. Berlin’s colleagues based on his suggestion.  Dr. Chavira was one of the doctors at California Hospital Medical Center who did a procedure called an external version to move a baby to the head down position.  He also delivered breech vaginal births.

In most hospitals today a breech baby is a guaranteed cesarean for the mother.

Because Elijah waited until the last moment to choose a position, having an option for as natural a birth as possible became the new focus over a home birth.  Allegra guided us moment by moment in taking the next steps in our birthing plan.  She continued providing excellent advice based on each medical discovery as well as being an incredible liaison between us and the medical staff.  At 36 weeks, which was Christmas Eve, Elijah was confirmed breech and at 37 weeks, New Years Eve, I had a scheduled external version with Dr. Chavira.  Robert and I spent our holidays in and out of hospitals.

On the evening of the external version, Dr. Chavira shared the most empowering statement which shaped the rest of my time in and out of the hospital.  I had received an IV port prior to the external version, which I was not enjoying.  Dr. Chavira told me that I had the right to refuse any hospital treatment offered to me.  The IV port was simply a hospital protocol, but was not 100% necessary for the procedure.

This statement alone empowered me to use my intuition to navigate what may or may not be necessary for my own care and my son’s from this point on.  I received in writing every procedure or treatment that I was opting out of because verbal statements were not enough.

Elijah and I had a successful external version with Dr. Chavira, yet talk of induction that evening was now in the air because of the possibility of Elijah’s growth restrictions.  During the procedure which entailed extensive sonograms, Elijah was confirmed smaller than the average gestational size for his age.  I honestly feel his smaller size is what allowed us to have a successful external version, but now new concerns were added to our already full plate.  I bought myself some time discussing natural induction with Dr. Berlin and his holistic team.

I continued with Neonatal Stress Tests (NST) the evening of the external version to ensure Elijah was remaining healthy after the procedure.  Later that week during another NST at 8am there were red flags present because of low amniotic fluid and not enough fetal activity.  Although I had appointments for a natural induction at Berlin Wellness Group that day, the hospital would not release me and kept monitoring Elijah and me.

Hospital induction was now necessary, and I would be meeting Elijah much sooner than I thought.

To add to our “fun”, I was unable to fully change over our insurance to California Hospital Medical Center during the holidays, and although it was in our provider it was not a part of our medical group.  However, a local hospital closer to our home that was part of our home birth back-up plan was.  If it was necessary for me to have a cesarean, we needed full insurance coverage.  We left CHMC against medical advice promising the medical team we would drive straight to our local back-up hospital.

I’d already been at CHMC all day until 5:30 pm, and now we were headed to the next hospital in evening traffic.  Upon our admittance we met the nurse in maternity and OB.  The doctor was efficient with a “unique” bedside manner.  During my internal check, he decided to manually efface and partially open my cervix without warning. Painful!  That evening I started induction with Cervadil at 11 pm which “ripens” and begins dilation of the cervix over the next 12 hours.

By 11 am I was put on Pitocin to begin contractions.  During early labor I did prayers and meditations nonstop.  It was in these quiet moments that I gained much needed peace for what was to come.

During the day not much progress was made, yet I did everything I could to remain faithful.

Allegra arrived at the hospital and around 6 pm the OB checked in with us before heading to another local hospital for another birth.  He also made it very clear that he would perform a cesarean if the baby was even the slightest bit distressed during labor.  I asked the OB to give me a double uterine suture if a cesarean was necessary to which he agreed.  (Single sutures can possibly rupture causing unnecessary health problems.)

To significantly improve my labor’s progress, the OB manually broke my water which was also painful.  After my water was broken I was unable to leave the bed even to use the bathroom and was given an internal fetal monitor to add to the other “fancy machinery”.

Once the OB left the hospital for his other delivery, I knew I needed to get this baby out before his return.

After my water bag was broken active labor began.  I used every tool I learned from birthing class and the books I read to ride the waves of contractions.  Unfortunately I was laying on my side hooked up to monitors and unable to move in any way that my body was asking.  To my benefit though I was able to completely relax between each contraction.

Because Allegra had been with us at each hospital appointment and had met the hospital staff, we were pretty much left alone to move through active labor with only a few notes from the nurses to aid the process.

Allegra noted that if I took slow deep breaths through each contraction there was little to no stress on Elijah because he was receiving more oxygen.  As long as I was breathing deeply, his heart rate did not drop.   Robert breathed with me through each contraction to keep my timing slow and steady.  Allegra coached us through, massaged my hips, back and ankles and held calming essential oils to my nose to breath in.  Before I knew it in I had completely surpassed transition, and Elijah had moved down my birth canal in only 3  1/2 hours.  By this point my body wouldn’t let me ignore it any longer, and I had to move on my knees to all fours.

I literally had to hold Elijah inside while the doctor and other medical staff rushed in the room to set up for the actual delivery.  Of course being on all fours is not an acceptable medical position for birth despite the thousands of years women may have birthed this way.  The doctor ordered me to turn on my back and put my feet up in stirrups.

Elijah was born healthy and beautiful, yet smaller than expected at 4 lbs and 9 oz.

Elijah and I had worked together to get him head down, and we had worked together to have the most natural birth possible under the conditions.  I did experience 2nd degree tears, but it was all worth it.  On a side note, The OB even attempted to give me a catheter without my consent after stitching me up which Allegra caught and prevented.

The joy of a successful birth lasted for three days.

We had left the hospital after two days and Elijah had already lost 6% of his body weight.  A 10% weight loss is acceptable with newborns before your full milk supply comes in, and while colostrum is the baby’s main superfood.  When Allegra came to the house for our two day check up, Elijah had lost 13% of his body weight.  My milk supply had come in too late for him under his condition.  He was dehydrated and too weak to suckle.  That evening we went back to the hospital and readmitted him.  Robert and I stayed at the hospital for five nights and six days while Elijah was in the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit (NICU).

I would have to say that this was the most stressful time in my ENTIRE life.  I only left the hospital once to go home and shower, but that was all I could bear.

Thank God my parents were in town.  They took care of our dog and were my rock during this time.  My mother came by with prayer, positive affirmations, flower essences to calm my nerves, and fresh pressed veggie juices.  I honestly don’t believe I could have made it through this without my husband and my parents.  By the end of the week we were sent home.

Having your newborn in NICU is unnerving.  It tests your faith like no other experience can to have your little one hooked up to monitors with an IV.  His cry had been so dry and hoarse when we went to the ER before he was admitted.  It is so nice that it has so much vigor now even though I prefer him not to be crying at all.

Although I have had little sleep caring for this angel, I feel so blessed that he has been gaining weight rapidly, is no longer is hooked up to machines nor having tests run on him constantly.  I have full compassion for all parents whose children are in NICU even if only for a day.  At six weeks Elijah was 7 lbs 2 oz from breastfeeding exclusively.  Our pediatrician has been extremely pleased with his health and progress.

One thing is for sure though, despite how crazy this story may be, Robert, Elijah and I were in the hands of angels physically and energetically the entire time.

Some earth angels showed up as doctors, nurses, my midwife, my parents, and even children running around outside of NICU to keep my spirits light.  There was nothing more loving and supportive than having my parents by my side to hold me up when I was about to lose it.  Each time I pulled myself together so I could make the best decision possible for Elijah.  I have no idea exactly why my healthy pregnancy needed extra “spice” in the end, but this little boy is truly AMAZING.

I am beyond honored to be his mother, and even more impressed with him every day.

Reading other women’s birth stories truly helped my journey which is why I am sharing mine with you today.  It is said that we research buying a new car more than birth, and I feel that needs to change.  I would not have had the tools needed to get through an intense hospital birth if I had not done my own research and had the help of my caring midwife, Allegra Hill.  She was the life line of my pregnancy, birth, and postpartum care.

There are so many interventions that happen in hospitals.  Some are needed, yet it truly helps to know which aren’t.

Peace and Love!

Allegra Hill/Midwife–Radiant Transitions 

Dr. Elliot Berlin–Berlin Wellness Group

Dr. Emiliano Chavira–OB/Maternal-Fetal Medicine Specialist/California Hospital Medical Center

Kimberly Durdin–Birthing Coach/Student Midwife

(Image by my hubby)

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  1. Amy says

    February 21, 2017 at 6:37 pm

    Dawn, what an emotional and in the end, wonderful story. I am so glad sweet Elijah is thriving!!

    You all have gone through a lot. My daughter’s birth was relatively standard, but we had a small scare and I do feel that there is almost a small amount of PTSD that can occur from complications in labor/delivery. And all the more so for parents like you all who have to watch their sweet babies in the NICU.

    That is a great point about researching a car more than birth. If we decide to have another child, I will be doing more research and learning myself.

    Thank you so much for sharing.

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      February 22, 2017 at 9:48 am

      Hi Amy,
      Thank you so much for taking the time to comment. I can definitely attest to experiencing some form of PTSD just from being emotionally and spiritually “stretched” past what I thought was possible. These experiences only make you stronger and wiser through. The lessons are blessings in disguise.

      Reply
  2. Diamond says

    February 21, 2017 at 11:31 pm

    Dawn thank you for sharing your birthing story through all the “spice” as you put it to how he is now . I got emotional reading it but also full of joy at your faith and stance on what’s right for you and your body and son. Enjoy motherhood it’s the best

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      February 22, 2017 at 9:52 am

      Hi Diamond,
      I think it is in times like these that you see how strong you really are. Even when you crumble there can be strength behind it if you put yourself back together. Thank you for your kind words!

      Reply
  3. Peony says

    February 22, 2017 at 8:47 am

    Congrats on your beautiful baby! Motherhood, for me, has been magical despite some bumps in the road due to mood in the first couple of weeks.

    My comment is related to caution about the external version procedure. I had two when pregnant with my daughter and it worked beautifully to shift her around. I still ended up with a c-section because of the cord position but it was fine. Years later I met a couple whose daughter had died in utero immediately following an external version, a rare outcome but it does happen. Knowing this I never would have had one, it probably mentioned the small risk on the consent form but I was hellbent on delivering vaginally and didn’t want anything standing in the way of that. In the end I got my beautiful daughter and healed up just fine. For anyone reading this just get clear about the risks associated with it.

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    • Dawn Michelle says

      February 22, 2017 at 10:01 am

      Hi Peony,

      Thanks so much for sharing your experience and warm wishes. I feel that there are risks with all birth related procedures. If you can birth without any intervention that is the most ideal way to go. It is so important to do your research and ask as many questions as you can when being offered any medical procedure.

      I was aware of the possible need for cesarean if the external version was not successful. I do feel that giving a mother the option is still a blessing since it feels that the medical industry is taking those options away when it comes to birth. I don’t know many hospitals that even deliver breech babies anymore and I hope that it does not become a lost art in medicine. The second hospital in which I delivered my son because of insurance did not offer external versions or breech deliveries.

      Reply
  4. Margaret Garner says

    February 22, 2017 at 2:29 pm

    Dawn, God has truly blessed you, Robert, and sweet baby Elijah. I am so glad you shared your birth story. I definitely think it is important for Families to have a hand in the pregnancy and birthing process. Providers should be available to provide information, answer all questions, so that informed decisions can be determined.
    Sorry you had a complicated birth, however I see more and more blessings coming your way. Elijah is beautiful and he is definitely worth it all. Peace and Blessings!!! xoxo

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      February 25, 2017 at 7:49 pm

      Hi Margaret,
      Thank you for your kind words and taking the time to comment. Informed consent is definitely something I feel is missing from the medical field. I noticed that with my own care as well as my son’s care in NICU. Wishing you abundant blessings with everything.

      Reply
  5. Icequeen81.ma says

    February 23, 2017 at 4:42 pm

    You had a Good story end. I wish my OB was as Good as yours. Seeing your story fill me with grief. My ob replacement didn’t notice I had preeclampsia either that my son stopped growing the last month even I asked so many times before how was his grow. He died at 39.5 of placental abruption. 6 months ago It is funny a few days before asking for help I knew something was off but wasn’t able to put a finger on it , cause I didn’t have any symptoms and they just dismissed me. You have great doctors , wonderfull story

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      February 25, 2017 at 7:53 pm

      Hi Icequeen81.ma,
      I am so very sorry to hear about the loss of your son. Medicine should never dismiss a woman’s intuition. I’m sending my condolences to you and your family.

      Reply
      • Icequeen81.ma says

        March 1, 2017 at 4:26 pm

        Thank you ,we truly appreciated

        Reply
  6. Sandy says

    February 23, 2017 at 8:08 pm

    I’m crying here.

    Mom and dads are special, aren’t they? I’m so happy to hear you had all the phenomenal support you needed. I’m so glad you and the baby are doing well.
    By the way, this picture exudes your joy & happiness. Thanks for taking time out of your busy day to share this story.

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      February 25, 2017 at 7:56 pm

      Hi Sandy,
      I wasn’t able to read or write this story myself without a whole lot of emotions coming up. My parents were of tremendous support. I think more than they will ever realize. Thanks for the compliment and kind words too. I hope all is well with you!

      Reply
  7. Himawari says

    March 2, 2017 at 12:49 pm

    Dawn Michelle, I’m so happy that you and your beautiful son are safe. I wish him a long and happy life full of the greatest joys. Although I’m child free by choice, I admire and respect the process of bringing life into the world and I feel that a loving mother is the most precious treasure to the world. I know you’re going to be an amazing mom to Elijah. And he will be an amazing son to you. Sending so many hugs and good wishes for you and your family!!

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      March 2, 2017 at 7:15 pm

      Hi Himawari,
      Thank you so much for your heart felt words! I truly appreciate the love!

      Reply
  8. Micarae says

    April 24, 2017 at 4:19 pm

    Bless you both!!! I am so happy for you! I am sooo behind on my blog reading! 🙂 Congratulations and many, many blessings to your family!

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      April 27, 2017 at 8:08 pm

      Hi Micarae,
      Thank you so much! Abundant blessings to your family too!

      Reply
  9. Stephanie L says

    April 30, 2017 at 11:30 am

    Oh Dawn thank you so much for sharing this story! I cried I’ll admit it! I absolutely LOVE that you were able to maintain your own desire to keep birth as natural as possible despite the surprises you had with the little one. Medical staff can be…pushy at times but I’m so glad you had advocates by your side in the form of Allegra, your husband Robert, and your parents.
    As for why the spice happened…I wonder if maybe you weren’t sent to that hospital by God to show medical staff that natural interventions is something they need to put more stock in. A 3 and a half hour labor sounds like a miracle! (Though I’m sure the pain did not make it FEEL like one!) So many mothers I speak to tell me their labors have taken days if not several hours. After reading your story you have given me hope that my own labor may not be as traumatic as other mothers enjoy dramatizing and traumatizng new mothers with. Thank you for sharing this experience in a positive life for future mothers like myself to draw hope and encouragement from in a crowd of negativity and anger.

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      May 3, 2017 at 7:29 am

      Hi Stephanie L,

      Thank you so much for your beautiful comment. I had an small feeling that maybe God had me in the hospital to show a different mindset and approach to birthing as well but sometimes “spice” can still be too spicy. It is mind blowing how many negative fearful stories I received while I was pregnant too which is one reason I did not share my pregnancy online. I am in awe how others see it as an invitation for unsolicited conversations.

      Regardless it is very helpful to surround yourself with like minded people who love you and to stay free from others who are not. Wishing you the very best on your own journey. Each moment and lesson is to prepare you for this incredible experience of motherhood. Abundant blessings!

      Reply
  10. Dana Schreiner says

    February 27, 2020 at 12:27 am

    I love birth stories! What a beautiful one to read, except the effacing without consent part:( . Thank you for sharing and I am enjoying your blog!

    Reply
    • Dawn Michelle says

      March 31, 2020 at 2:10 pm

      Hi Dana,
      Thank you. I’m really glad you’ve been enjoying the blog too.

      Reply
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